So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every time
I think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it

How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love

Come on, come on
Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love

So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love

Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love

These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no

Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love

Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love

We're accidentally in love Accidentally in love [x7]

Accidentally

I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]

Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her

Love ...I'm in love



me..lydia..pahang..malaysia...
Genap seminggu bercuti untuk peperiksaan akhir semester..akhirnya saya kembali semula ke kampung halaman...(macam 4 thn tak balik..)..so..masuk ke pejabat..macam2 kerja yang menanti..ditambah pula dengan kesibukan kempen pilihanraya yang menyebabkan ramai kakitangan kerajaan terbabit sama..mm..bercerita tentang exam..ramai rakan2 bertanyakan saya mengenainya..well..for me..okla..maybe saya dah biasa belajar di dalam bidang kejuruteraan sebelum ini..bila masuk dalam bidang yang lain..saya rasakan tidaklah sesusah ketika belajar sebelum ini..so.. after this..cuti untuk sebulan dan akan sambung semula pada bulan april..sekejap je dah habis satu semester..dan Alhamdulillah..rasanya semuanya berjalan dengan lancar..pengurusan masa..pengurusan kewangan..mm..sebelum saya mengambil langkah untuk menyambung pelajaran saya dulu..rasanya memang saya tidak mampu..tapi berbekalkan semangat dan juga kemahuan saya sendiri..saya rasakan semua itu tidak menjadi beban buat diri saya..walaupun sibuk dengan tugas2 pejabat dan terpaksa bekerja lebih masa setiap hari..saya masih ada masa untuk menyiapkan segala assigment saya..dan apa yang paling membanggakan saya..kebanyakan dari tugasan saya mendapat markah yang agak wajar dari pensyarah..(markah kesian kot)apa yang pasti..rasaaanya saya berpushati di atas apa yang telah saya perolehi..kerana sesungguhnya semua itu berbaloi dengan usaha saya..so..untuk sebulan ni..saya akan mengambil kesempatan untuk membaca novel2 saya yang sudah lama dibeli tapi tiada kesempatan untuk membacanya...main computer games..dan mungkin juga menulis untuk mengembalikan semangat saya..oh ya..dan juga bersedia untuk reunion di pulau pangkor bersama-sama rakan2 lama semasa di kota putra dulu..
"To acquire knowledge is binding on all believers both men and women."
Al-Hadith (Narrated by Ibn Majah)
me..lydia..pahang..malaysia..
Minggu depan saya akan bercuti selama seminggu..mulai 18-02-2008 hingga 26-02-2008..saya akan menduduki peperiksaan akhir untuk semseter ini..rasanya dah hampir 2 tahun saya tak menduduki mana2 peperikasaan..rasanya otak saya memang betul2 di tahap beku..mana tak nya dalam tempoh tu saya hanya membaca bahan2 bacaan yang ringan..novel..majalah..puisi..(puisi mmg kegemaran saya)..mmm..so..tetibe kena menghafal lak bermacam2 fakta..hihi..rasa teramatlah beratnya..dan di saat2 yang rasa tak tertanggung macam ni nasib baik adalah juga kata2 semangat dari rakan2..mm..sebenarnya memang emosi saya agak tidak menentu sejak seminggu ni..saya memang mudah marah..itu saya akui..tambah2 lagi apabila orang menuduh saya salah sedangkan hakikatnya tidak..mm..whatever..buat masa sekarang kenalah tinggalkan hal2 kerja..nak concetrate more on study..mm..bile balik nanti kenalah saya menjernihkan keadaan..bukti dah ada cuma masa je xsempat untuk saya menyatakan kebenarannya..buat rakan2 yang memberikan semangat..thank u so much..i really appreciate it..
"Those who worry about the effects will never become courageous."
~Ali ABi Talib~
me..lydia..pahang..malaysia..
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to meY
ou said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me
me..lydia..pahang..malaysia..
Yesterday..while i was chatting with my friend...

S*** : I am going to take part in the election here..bla..bla..
Me : Oh..really..I wish u luck...I'll pray for u...
S***: Tq..wish..others give me wish too..but pray is something...

mmm...then i realize...yup...i always use this phrase..i'll pray for u...then..when he told me that...i think again..yes..there is different between wish and pray..and like what he said to me...wish is something that he always get from others...but pray is something...ya..we always heard people wish us for something that we want to go throught..but..pray is really something different..so..the question's here is...is it true we will pray for someone else like what we said to them...mmm...for me..ya..i'll pray for all my friend..and for S***..ya..really..i'll pray for u..because..for me..i hope if i pray to another for their happiness and blessing...i hope that...Allah will give to me the happiness too and also the blessing...because of..i believe in this..."when we help others..Allah will help us..."...So that's what i told him..when i pray for his safety,happiness and success...i hope Allah will give it to me too... :)
"Treat kindly the dwellers of the earth and God will treat you kindly.."
Al-Hadith (Narrated by Kunuzul Haqaiq)

me..lydia..pahang..malaysia...
Baru-baRu ini seorang Rakan lama mengunjungi saya..ye..saya agak terkejut denGaN kemUnculannya...rasanya sudaH hamPir 2 Tahun sy xjumpa dengAn die..selepas die Kawin saYa langsung xjumpa die...masa majliS perkAhwinan die dulu saya xdapat Pergi kerana saYA beraDa di Hospital...sebenarnya memang xmenyangka akan Jumpa semula dengan die...Yelah..lepas kahwin mereka menetap di Kucing so rasa macam susah sangat nak jumpa...Tambah dengan kesibukan kerja membuatkan kami jarang berhubung...dan dia menyatakan kesyukuran kepada saya kerana masih lagi menggunakan nombor henpon yang sama..Yup..sayA memang menggunakAN nombor Itu semenjak dulu..itulh sebabnYa..kerana saya tidak mahu Terputus silaturRahiM bersama rakan-rakan Saya...kalau Saya menukar nombor tersebut..maka Agak sukar untuk mereka menghubungi saya..Namun benar kata orang..semakin kita meningkat dewasa..kita Semakin kurang berhubung dengan rakan2 kita sewaktu kita masih belajar dulu..saya RAsa perkara itu memang benar..mungkin kerana komitmen yang semakin bertambah membuatkan masing2 kurang mempunyai masa untuk berhubung di anTara saTu sama lain...nak2 kalaU yang dah bErkahwin..semakinlah Banyak komitmen...memang Benar saya Merasakan saya semakin kurang menghubungi rakan2 saya..bile saya teringat Untuk menelefon..saya rasakan mungkin saya mengganggu...Dan rupa2nya kawan karib saya juga menyatakan perkara yang sama...(mmm...sy xpernah rasa terganggu dgn rakan2 saya)so..saya rasa sekarang ni saya cume banyak berhubung dengan rakan-rakan melalui internet...dan Saya rAsakan kalau tiada Kemudahan internet untuk saya..rasanya Macam sunyi Sangat hidup saya..kerana dengan itu sajalah saya Dapat Menghubungi Rakan-rakan saYa yang berada di merata tempat di dunia Ini... For my dearest friends...really miss u guys... :)
p/s..my friend ask me...lydia..when are you get married...
my answer...mmm...don't worry dear...if i get married..i will let the world know..so..for my dear friends..wait yaa...belum jodoh maaa...
...buat abang hafizal dan kak fatimah...selamat pengantin baru...
me..lydia..pahang..malaysia...
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ku terimbas detik itu..
tika dikau memandang tepat ke mataku..
dan menyuluhkan hatiku..

Kala ini..
ku terimbas detik itu..
tika pertama kali melihat senyummu..
dan terabadi dalam kalbuku..

Kala ini..
ku terimbas detik itu..
tika kau dan aku berdua..
dan tersemat di jiwaku..

Dan di ketika ini..
ku terus tertanya..
apkah aku yang terimbas kembali..
sedangkan dikau sememangnya mengerti..
namun terus menyepi dan menyendiri..

Dan kiranya..
kita tidak lagi sehaluan..
ku mohon dikau berlalu..
kerna ku tidak mampu lagi memandangmu..
kerna di matamu itu ku terlihat sinar itu...


me..lydia..pahang..malaysia..
jika aku mampu..
aku tidak akan bertanya..
jika aku mampu..
aku tidak akan muncul di sini..
aku hanya mampu berserah..
aku tidak memaksa..
aku hanya meminta...
tunjukkan secebis hatimu itu buatku..
jika aku mampu melihat..
akan ku tahu maksudnya..
akan ku fahami kehendaknya..
ku mohon darimu..
tunjukkan secebis hatimu itu buatku..
kerna hanya itu mampu...
mengubah dirimu dan diriku..
kerna ku mahu berada di alam realiti..
bukan hanya menggapai fantasi...
me..lydia..pahang..malaysia..